Far beyond...

There’s a place far beyond words that have meaning, far beyond dictionary definitions, beyond adjectives that have been used so many times that don’t have a clear meaning anymore. There’s a place far beyond any other place you’ll ever know. Once someone gets into that place nothing, or no-one, can throw that person out. Not even the crows. Just if that certain person breaks the crystal would be thrown out by himself. But someone who has all the keys to this Crystal Palace would never do that, on purpose. That certain person who has all the keys to this Crystal Palace knows he has them, as he should also know he’s lucky, as lucky as the Palace is to have welcomed him in. Far beyond luck. Having all the keys to the Crystal Palace, and actually being in the Crystal Palace, means a lot of things and according to all these things that means I love and adore that person but it’s not something I can express just with three words because it’s far beyond words, far beyond “adore”, far beyond “love”. It’s ENERGY, it’s FREEDOM, it's LIFE.

…far beyond states of mind…

“Do you feel sad? Do you feel happy? How silly words they are! Sad, happy, limited adjectives that can’t really explain life; aren’t there any other states of mind without definition? Aren’t there states of mind beyond positive or negative words?” – “Psalm At Journey’s End”, Erik Fosnes Hansen.

I don’t think there are words to define this particular state of mind or feeling or whatever! that makes me feel so fucking alive.