No Leaf Clover

When your own ideas build a strange prison.
When your obsessions disturb you endlessly.
When what you think may save you just traps you again.
When you go back to a moment you hate to be.
When everything happens again in the same order.

"...then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel is just a freight train coming your way..." - "No Leaf Clover", Metallica.